Miyavi concert. OH MY GOD! I WAS THERE! I SAW HIM IN LIVE!

I still can't belive it. He was there in my country and I saw him. He was there and I love that silly. We had no air in the little room of the Petőfi Csarnok, and the crowd was too crazy. Poor Myv- whatever he said or asked the crowd just screemed even though some of us trioed to answer him normally.
He has a very cute way of talking. He talked about her daughteer who had borne in this "fucking mad world" and that he want to connect peole by his music, that he wanted to do something for his fans outside of his fanclub, and that he want to places where he never was before like my country.
He said I love you and thank you in Hungarian, he made us screem japanese sentences only he knew what they meant - and he was laughing so I guess it was something kinky...

He was cute, and silly, and sexy, and crazy, and a god. And when he cried "Are you ready to fuck me?" The audiance gone crazy.
I love him. He was kind and he promised that he will come back one day. I cn only hope that he realy will despite the really bad organization, the little place and the stupid crowd. And I know that Miracles happen only once in one's life but I still hope... Because he being here was MIRACLE.

The lawsuit ended but the judges didn't decided the outcome, yet.
If there is just a little bit justice on this Earth they will win.
Until then: Always Keep The Faith!!!

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Well, in the last days I found proves that DBSK/TVXQ/THSK fans are the most fanatic ones of the world. (no offense. I'm a fan too, afterall... but hell, it's a really crazy thing that some of them searched up things about Yoochun's ring)

Let's start with Cassiopeia. I guess 800 000 registered members are really something. Because if somebody wants to be a member of an official fanclub, one must PAY. And let's face the truth... there are loads of american, english etc. superstars but it seems their fans don't think they are worth enough to join to their official fanclubs and pay the prize. But about 800 000 DBSK fans did. And never forget: these are only the fanclub members. I think about a lot if we could count all of the DBSK fans of the world, maybe it would be about 1 and a half million...

And to be honest they deserve that love.

I realized the reasons only after I got their whole discography and seen videos, PVs, conserts... The way they perform their songs. A powerful perfomance with deep empathy... or when they are singing some slow ballad and turn to each-oher when two sings together a part... the way they dance, a perfect control over their bodies... (espacially Yunho... 184 cm perfectly controlled sheer muscle is just a way too amazing sight)

It's the emotion which everybody searches and hopes to find: love. It's all around them, like a second skin. They love each other and their fans and they are able to show it, it just shines around them. I'm not talking about the gossips about what is between some of the memebers (even if it's more than obvious what is between for example: Yunho and Jaejoong). No, I'm talking about that family like love, which gives safety and the feeling that you are never alone. Even if I love KAT-TUN or News, I know that some day they will slip apart and dismiss. But I can't imagine this with DBSK. They belong together. It feels like only death could break them apart. I know it's silly. But this is how I feel.

When I was 12 I loved an english boyband called Blue. After a year or two this love faded away and I fell in love with rock. I love rock music, this is my favourite style. When I started to listen japanese music I started with Gackt, The GazettE and L'arc~en~Ciel... the rock side. I fell in love with the Japanese rockstyles. It's just ... different. I like a lot of rock bands from all around the world but never cared with the performers, the musicians and singers. I wasn't interested in their personality only in their music. But with japanese performers... it was different.
I think the main reason is Gackt. I remember the first time I saw a video of the Last Song unplugged version. I was rendered speechless. He had such a strong powerful aura around him, I've never seen before. Then came Moon Child and I became interested who is this man. He is a very unique being, I think most of the people would be interested so I didn't think about my curiousity too much but then... Jpop came.
Hell, I never thought that in the early winter of 2008's january I would fell in love with a boyband. I was 17 in that year. I think I am a bit old for drooling over twentysomething years old children. Because they are children in my eyes. But maybe that is one of the reasons... they touched the mother instincts in me which are very-very deep inside of me. I'm absolutely not the mother type but every time I watch the Johnny boys(=every guy which belongs to the Johnny's Jimusho)I want to adopt them. (except Akanishi Jin. Hell, that guy is HOT! He is the first celebrity I would love to sleep with. and if that makes me into a bitch, then damn it! - I'm a bitch. But have you ever seen him dance?)
KAT-TUN, NEWS and Kanjani8... 3 JE groups I love and able to bear even their love songs. They are quite different groups. I would call Kanjani8 to a party, News to my wedding and KAT-TUN to my hen party (? did I use the right word?)
News is rather similar to the other groups like Arashi or T&T but the personality of the members mades it special. I fell in love with News after watching the Never Ending Wonderful Story DVD. they were just cute... too cute. and Ryo sang Code and I realized that it doesn't matter what shit they say about his personality because he is the only guy in that group who can make a song which has meaning and isn't shallow. the next one who amazes me in tha group is YamaPi. (one of Ryo's best friends XD) That guy has only one mistake: very bad hairstyle taste... (there is only one good thing about his current hairstlye: he can tie it up.) Yamapi is loved by most of his colleagues. (he is Tackey's son after all... XD) It doesn't surprise me because that guy has a very big heart. The others are cute kids. Tegoshi and Massu are the cutest boys I've ever seen but TegoMassu was the worst idea of ever. That is very sickly sweet. (even if Tego said he loves sickly sweet... I nearly wanted to kill the cutie after he said that). Shige and Koyama are funny. very funny. they have good humour.
I don't listen News songs. I rather watch their concert DVDs. Those are great and very entertaining.(It's just sad that when they are in onsens or in their dressing room naked the cameras are high... too high... )
Kanjani8 is crazy! for example: to be able to translate their debuting song - Naniwa Iroha Bushi - you need to be practiced in japanese literature... or there is It's my soul... it's a love song! believe me! even if the PV is... well... interestingly strange... But the best is The Eito Renja (Eight Ranger). I suppose Yokohama Yuu watched too many Power Rangers when he was little and came up with this and the others loved the idea - of course. Well - if something is funny, strange, creepy and genious altogether then Kanjani8 will definitely love it. And you don't have to be afraid of something sickly pink if you see colours by them. because you can be sure they are just joking (not like Arashi. If you don't want to see something terribly colourful, then NEVER - I repeat it: NEVER WATCH THE KITTO DAIJOUBU PV OF ARASHI!)
KAT-TUN is the group I'm in love the most. Six very different guy - attractive himself each on his own - in one group. They have the highest sexual emission in the japanese popworld. KAT-TUN is sexy and a slut. The whole KAT-TUN. Kamenashi Kazuya is the biggest bitch I've ever seen and a very talented performer.
Jin is a diva and hell, HOT! (this guy can make you melt in your panties) and has a beautiful, strong voice (and finally I can say that Hyde isn't the only japanese singer who can speak english.) And he is the 3rd part of a whole with YamaPi and Ryo.
Junno has very much energy, he is like a living Duracell bunny and the biggest child in the band. And very sexy when he is serious. (watch him in Yukan Club! he is genious in that drama!)
Koki is a naughty boy, tha only one except Jin who dare to sing about sex openly. and he has a very interesting english pronounciation. XD
Ueda is the most beautiful human being of the world, and a pretty rock chick (yes, chick.. well, let's say that Ueda is a man and not. he is very feminim. his nickname is Hime which means princess).
And Nakamaru is a talented beat box-er. my jaw always drops when I watch him.
KAT-TUN is the most succesful group of the last years. Fuck, 10 days in the Tokyo Dome! And they were the very first band who could perform in the Tokyo Dome even before their debute. Who the hell would have thought it in 2001 that a group of backdancers, whom were chosen only for one performance would make such a big succes?
So. I thought okay... 3 band maybe isn't the end of the world... it's all okay. after all I still listen to rock music most of the time, a bit pop won't cause me any harm. Then came Korea.
I think everybody heard about DBSK/TVXQ/THSK which one you like. This korean pop group of five. God. I fel in love again. They are just... good. Talented. You can't tear away your eyes from them. Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin are my newest addiction.
There is no way I could explain why am I so interested in them, too, not just in their music. I can't explain it in the case of KAT-TUN and the others either. They are just people whom I would love to meet and talk. I only know that they are somehow more reachable and loveable than all the american, english, australian etc. singers and bands I've ever known. I love them and I don't think that after a year or to this love will fade away. They are just different. I feel about them differently.
Is there anybody who understands what I am talking about?

I'm surprised to see how many DA users love the arrancars Ulquiorra and Grimmjow (I hope I write the names in the good way). I'm very far from the arrancar scenes in Bleach... to tell you the truth I hardly started the manga and only watched the first too series of the anime. I only read the first volume and the latest chapters out of curiosity and I want to know what kind of personality Grimmjow and Ulquiorra have. Some of you can draw Ulquiorra with such a deep look that makes me speechless... I know I should hurry up with the manga but that's not an easy thing in my case. believe me! So anybody who comes by and knows about them a little, tell me, please!